1st Love // [Accidental Video/Voice]

[ainoakuma]

 [Flonne had lasted for a while without knowing what happened to Jigen. She was trying to contact him about possible spending time together since he was practically a father to her. Her heart sank when she didn't find his name on her contact list. She didn't freak out right away, since she was still in denial. She checked the contact list a few more times to make sure she didn't just overlook it. You might tell by her facial expressions as she kept looking that she was starting to frantically look for his name. After a good 10 times of looking, she froze. She didn't say anything or do anything, but her expression became pained and sad.]

Okay... Relax.... Maybe the Dreamberry is just trying to freak me out...?

[She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, double checking another time. This time, she was checking for the others she cared about. Their names popped up on the list the first time she looked, but she still could not find Jigen's name. She felt the Dreamberry slip from her hands, causing it to fall down hard with a loud thunk.]

Did he... Did he go home...?

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He's better off back home anyways. [Sniffles can now be heard, even if all you see is the floor now.] He belongs back home with all of his other friends and loved ones. Kami-sama granted his wishes and brought him back home. I should be happy for him. I will be happy for him...

[There's a small silence for a few minutes because you hear weeping and a thud to the ground. She just fell to the grounds, starting to cry; Even though you can barely hear her sobs. The feed turns off on it's own shortly after.]

Comments

She sucks at hiding her feelings lol

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[At first Flonne didn't answer. She didn't protest or anything to Allen coming in. However, she did try to hide her tears. She tried to put her normal smile on, even though her eyes hurt a little.]

Hello, Allen-san. Was I being too loud?

that she does XD

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Honestly Flonne. Stop reminding him how he hides things. It hurts to see other people close to him who have to do that. Not when he wants them to be happy in their life.]

No not at all.

[He steps in and closes the door so no one has to eaves drop especially the pesky nosy noah who had made himself at home in the place.]

So mister Jigen went home?

[He knows about the man only from what Flonne shared about him. But it was clear from the fondness she spoke of him, that this man had become very important to her. Sometimes it seemed he was almost like a father to her.]

Big brother Allen to the rescue <3

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She doesn't want to see you worry about her, but that's obvious that she already has. Still, it doesn't stop her from trying. Her smile falters for a mere moment, but she put it back on.

It's obvious she was faking it and the sniffling every now and then that was inevitable didn't help. She just nodded gently, staring at the floor. Don't cry... don't cry...]

Y-yeah... It seems to be that way... I-It's a good thing for him, right?

Yeshums

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Sadly it's in his blood to worry about others before himself.]

I guess it is. It still hurts though. Losing someone you care for that much.

[Mana. Flonne's case was slightly better since she knew Jigen is alive in his world. But that's hardly consolation when he's not there for here right now. So in a sense it was the same thing.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[That smile that was already faltering had dropped. It was no use trying to act like everything was okay.]

I-it does but... At least he's back where he belongs. That and... there's a possibility that he might come back. But that's being a bit greedy for wishing that.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

Yes it would be but it is natural. You wanted him to stay with you because he cared for you and you cared for him.

[Walks closer and sits down besides Flonne.]

That's why it's okay if you want to cry.

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She's been doing her best to hang in there, but once he says that, she started to weep again, hugging him. She didn't want Jigen to leave, even if that seemed selfish or greedy. At least she still had Allen and Lenalee.]

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Allen silently wrapped his arms around Flonne gently stroking her hair as she let out all of the sadness and grief at the loss.]

[He didn't need to say anything just hold this small young girl with a broken heart and let her vent all of her pent up emotions. He didn't have a problem with that.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[Even if Flonne disliked feeling hurt and sad, it felt nice to let it out. Not only that, it just reassured her comment she once made to Laharl that sadness came from love. She loved Jigen, indeed. He had been very dear to her, just as Allen and Lenalee were to her.]

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[It was heart wrenching though. Hearing Flonne's cries and sobs when she was normally so cheerful and eager to help anyone in need. She didn't deserve this kind of anguish and pain. He held her a little tighter much like how a brother would even though all he had for reference on that, was Komui so maybe he wasn't doing it right. That kind of worry was trivial though and he quickly disregarded it.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[The way she saw it, because she can feel this pain, it just proved that she had loved him dearly. It was a point that she had tried to get Laharl to understand, though not always the best thing.

After she was turned into a flower, she had no idea what happened. Had she seen Laharl cry and react the way she did, she would have felt a little better knowing that he now understood what it was like to love. Even if she asked Etna about it, she would always keep her in the dark about what really happened. Probably to protect the girl's feelings, though it seemed a little odd.

She was just thankful to have Allen there. She wasn't too familiar with what it was like to have a family like them, but she loved them dearly and couldn't ask for anyone better. She finally calmed down enough, but she still didn't move from his embrace. It was probably the one thing she needed the most.]

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

Allen wasn't all that familiar with it either. The first family he had was Mana and later after that, the Order with Lenalee and everyone else. (Except Kanda who was more like that annoying freeloader who thought he owned the place.)

Still he knew how much the loss hurt so he knew that what Flonne needed right now was someone there for her. Him, Lenalee, Kirby too. They were all here for her. He just wanted to make sure she didn't forget that as the sorrow bubbled up from within.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She had never forgotten that fact. She's been so grateful for them here. She was finally calm enough, but she didn't move. She simply replied to him softly.]

Thank you, Allen-san.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[She sounded better now but he had no illusions that she would be fine so soon.]

You're welcome.

[What more is there to say really? Maybe going to find Lenalee wouldn't be a bad idea. With Kirby too maybe they could go out for a stroll or maybe a picnic to cheer Flonne up completely.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

I think... I'll be okay for now. I have to be strong for Jigen-san. He might come back. He wouldn't want to see me cry for him leaving. I'm sure you guys don't either.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

We don't but bottling it up wouldn't help either. That's why it's alright to rely on us for these things. We're friends are we not?

[Or maybe more so but he can't just go blurt out something that embarrassing.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[she nodded, giving him a smile.]

Mhm! But you're more like a big brother to me, Allen-san.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Cue slight blushing. Excuse him as he comes to term with being considered a sibling like figure. It feels strange but not in a bad way. He's just not sure if he's the best for the job.]

Really? I don't know what to say...

[He really doesn't. He doesn't mind it though. That much is evident by that small smile on his lips.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She just giggled and smiled to him.]

You don't have to say anything.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Scratching his cheek with a bit of an awkward grin on his face.]

Very well then. I'll do my best to live up to that.

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

You're doing just fine so far. [Giggle.]

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Well at least Flonne is back to more cheerful grounds.That is what Allen came here to do in the first place after all.]

If I'm like the older brother, what would the others be?

[Harmless topic change.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

Well, Lena-chan is like a big sister. I'm not sure about Kanda-san and Kirby-san, yet.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

I think Kanda fits the angry uncle position.

[Yes he can see that quite clearly.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[I was actually thinking about putting that down too xD

She giggled and nodded lightly.]

I can see that.