1st Love // [Accidental Video/Voice]

[ainoakuma]

 [Flonne had lasted for a while without knowing what happened to Jigen. She was trying to contact him about possible spending time together since he was practically a father to her. Her heart sank when she didn't find his name on her contact list. She didn't freak out right away, since she was still in denial. She checked the contact list a few more times to make sure she didn't just overlook it. You might tell by her facial expressions as she kept looking that she was starting to frantically look for his name. After a good 10 times of looking, she froze. She didn't say anything or do anything, but her expression became pained and sad.]

Okay... Relax.... Maybe the Dreamberry is just trying to freak me out...?

[She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, double checking another time. This time, she was checking for the others she cared about. Their names popped up on the list the first time she looked, but she still could not find Jigen's name. She felt the Dreamberry slip from her hands, causing it to fall down hard with a loud thunk.]

Did he... Did he go home...?

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He's better off back home anyways. [Sniffles can now be heard, even if all you see is the floor now.] He belongs back home with all of his other friends and loved ones. Kami-sama granted his wishes and brought him back home. I should be happy for him. I will be happy for him...

[There's a small silence for a few minutes because you hear weeping and a thud to the ground. She just fell to the grounds, starting to cry; Even though you can barely hear her sobs. The feed turns off on it's own shortly after.]

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[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[She didn't fool him at all. He could read the pain in her voice, the tears she'd held back for so long in order to keep others from worrying about her. It reminded him a little too much about himself and Flonne didn't need that kind of burden.]

[He makes his way straight to her door and knocks gently on the door twice before opening the door.]

Flonne?

She sucks at hiding her feelings lol

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[At first Flonne didn't answer. She didn't protest or anything to Allen coming in. However, she did try to hide her tears. She tried to put her normal smile on, even though her eyes hurt a little.]

Hello, Allen-san. Was I being too loud?

that she does XD

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Honestly Flonne. Stop reminding him how he hides things. It hurts to see other people close to him who have to do that. Not when he wants them to be happy in their life.]

No not at all.

[He steps in and closes the door so no one has to eaves drop especially the pesky nosy noah who had made himself at home in the place.]

So mister Jigen went home?

[He knows about the man only from what Flonne shared about him. But it was clear from the fondness she spoke of him, that this man had become very important to her. Sometimes it seemed he was almost like a father to her.]

Big brother Allen to the rescue <3

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She doesn't want to see you worry about her, but that's obvious that she already has. Still, it doesn't stop her from trying. Her smile falters for a mere moment, but she put it back on.

It's obvious she was faking it and the sniffling every now and then that was inevitable didn't help. She just nodded gently, staring at the floor. Don't cry... don't cry...]

Y-yeah... It seems to be that way... I-It's a good thing for him, right?

Yeshums

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Sadly it's in his blood to worry about others before himself.]

I guess it is. It still hurts though. Losing someone you care for that much.

[Mana. Flonne's case was slightly better since she knew Jigen is alive in his world. But that's hardly consolation when he's not there for here right now. So in a sense it was the same thing.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[That smile that was already faltering had dropped. It was no use trying to act like everything was okay.]

I-it does but... At least he's back where he belongs. That and... there's a possibility that he might come back. But that's being a bit greedy for wishing that.

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

Yes it would be but it is natural. You wanted him to stay with you because he cared for you and you cared for him.

[Walks closer and sits down besides Flonne.]

That's why it's okay if you want to cry.

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She's been doing her best to hang in there, but once he says that, she started to weep again, hugging him. She didn't want Jigen to leave, even if that seemed selfish or greedy. At least she still had Allen and Lenalee.]

[walk-in-grey.livejournal.com]

[Allen silently wrapped his arms around Flonne gently stroking her hair as she let out all of the sadness and grief at the loss.]

[He didn't need to say anything just hold this small young girl with a broken heart and let her vent all of her pent up emotions. He didn't have a problem with that.]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[Even if Flonne disliked feeling hurt and sad, it felt nice to let it out. Not only that, it just reassured her comment she once made to Laharl that sadness came from love. She loved Jigen, indeed. He had been very dear to her, just as Allen and Lenalee were to her.]

[Video]

[knightofcosmos]

If you have checked the name roster and your friend's name does not appear on it, chances are good that they have gone home.

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She's silent for a while, aside from sniffles every now and then. After she found herself calm enough to answer, she'll finally speak. Although, you won't see much of her since she's too busy trying to calm herself.]

So it seems... He's... better off back home anyways.

[Video]

[knightofcosmos]

[The warrior can hear what sounds like quiet crying on the other end and patiently waits. He's in no hurry and if somehow being a silent pillar of support helps, he can most certainly do that. Warrior of Light knows the pain of losing friends here in this place.]

Some people are, but I have known others to return. But whether or not they hold their memories of this place is something of a mystery.

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

The only thing I wish for is that wherever Jigen-san returns to, I hope that he'll be safe and be happy to be with his friends and loved ones.

[Video]

[knightofcosmos]

If he is better off at home, then that is where he should be.

[If only Somarium would follow those rules..]

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She'll simply nod to that. If only...]

I don't think we've met. I'm Flonne.

[She's still sad, but at least she's not crying, other than sniffling every now and then.]

[Video]

[knightofcosmos]

I am called Alexander. It is a pleasure to meet you Flonne.

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

It's nice to meet you, Alexander-san. [Polite curtsie here.]

[Video]

[knightofcosmos]

san?

[Video]

[crystal-waltz.livejournal.com]

[Lenalee can feel Flonne's sadness even through the screen.]

Flonne, whom you're looking for?

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[Please excuse the sniffles and such in the background. She isn't quite ready to show herself or pick up the Dreamberry, so the screen is still dark and black from the ground.]

J-Jigen-san... He went home...

[Video]

[crystal-waltz.livejournal.com]

[Lenalee knows the pain of not losing friends. She thinks for a while, before responding to Flonne.]

I'm so sorry, Flonne. I know it hurts.

[She doesn't say "At least, they went home.", especially when Flonne is this upset.]

Do you want to be alone, or it's OK for me to come to your room?

[Video]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[She knows it's better for him to be back home with his friends and family, but it still hurts.]

I don't mind. Go ahead.

[Video - > Action]

[crystal-waltz.livejournal.com]

[Lenalee enters the room slowly.]

Flonne, may you please look at me?

[She approaches and kneels down next to Flonne.]

[Action]

[ainoakuma.livejournal.com]

[Flonne didn't move for a moment, but she slowly looked up to Lenalee in the best smile she could make. She was terrible at hiding her true feelings, though...]

Is something wrong, Lena-chan?